3/29/2009
吃药
我像吃药般把一捧枸杞子儿天天往嘴里塞,想象它能治我的病,但是没用,病还在一天天在加重,没事的时候它就存在,有事也许就能暂时忘了它。可我总在没事,所以它就一直在,有的时候我能假装它不存在,但是一捉摸,它又来了。
晚上睡不着觉的时候就觉得自己是一枚钉子,特想有人拿把锤子使劲来砸我的后脑勺,把我砸进一面白墙里,这样我就能感觉到透不过气来般踏实安全的存在感。不过我这么一想,就觉得又该吃枸杞子儿了。
3/2/2009
What do you do ?
I'm the man who sold the world.
Wow,you mean, the world outside?
No,just mine.
Why are you doing this?
Because I wanner be like a loser.
But you already are.
Thanks. That makes me feel better.
Have you sold it yet?
No, I think no one give a shit.
That's too bad.man.
I know.